Martha
chij st nicholas girls (ijsn, proudly)
greenbadge!
onetruth07
twofaith08
eldds - sndebate; dnd
studentcouncil
|
|
ring, ding, dong, damn (i'm back!)
i am sick i swear. i'm just on paracetamol. and weiyun. shit her. has made me want to post again O:
yes. but only to fangirl and obsess over fics / shirts / calendars / rings / preorders (eeps!) and well the like. oh and to tell you about my crazy eoys schedule. hee.
hah. i mugged with weiyun and alana (and occasionally yvonne and the joans) for the most part of eoys. everyday. hell yeah. at least we mugged in school, so s'all good, we managed to ambush the necessary teachers and all. i am however, not going to describe every exam to you. with the exception of bio and physics, where (bio) Mrs Lim kinda hinted / warned us to be careful and the paper turned out to be so manageable that we're kinda scared - shit, reverse psycho - and (phy) where Mdm Suah came into class all chirpy and told us it was going to be ok. which we believed till we did the MCQ. then we lost all faith in that, which reminds me of another physics test i once took that effectively wiped out all the gullibility and trust i had in physics papers. damn.
anyway. on friday (after history, in which we had to memorise about 9 social impacts) i decided to slack with weiyun. and we tried really really hard, really we did, we even tried thinking like slackers, but failed. (mainly cos we saw a rat get run over by some bus on the way back to school. ) until i came up with the brilliant plan of fan-girling. HEE. i'm cool like that. and weiyun, in search of her sungmin (who has betrayed her by being nice and caring towards taeyeon) dragged me to yishun. i know. whuuut.
anyway. SHINee's coming back! ok. sounds weird. but yes. complete with horrid (with the exception of key and taemin) hairdos! qian yi and christine have taken to calling onew JINXki, which breaks my heart, and no one will agree that his hair looks okay. ugh. oh and to top that off, comics connection does not sell SHINee stuff. ah. rambling fangirl. i'm excited and everything but the single they released (ring ding dong. yeah, i know. *whuuut face*) has well gotten a mixed reaction from me D:
went out with sharon and ho on the last day of eoys and watched 500 days of summer, which we decided was pretty boring. for me, it was mainly cos sharon kept giving the story away. yes. but never mind, when we go watch my sister's keeper, I'M going to give the story away :D:D and then proceed to bawl all over her. i mean, just watching the trailer made me want to cry, because they make it all happy and everything but, no, hell no, it is not happy. D: although i know jodi picoult's pretty overrated, her book's aren't that bad. they are however, in high demand in the library and i have thus resorted to agatha christies.
attempted to go out with marie today, but i died halfway and rolled around on the ground. so she called christine (who took her time)and dragged me around until she reached. just to make mariechong guilty and all, i had / have a fever okay! and a headache! D: post exam withdrawal symptoms? probably something related to shinee. ah.
anyway, i am proud to say i have influenced weiyun into putting her first non suju song into her playlist! I ROCK LIKE THAT. hah. Time to love is cool and t-ara's vocals are awesome so yes. although i would have preferred it to have been replay, but i'm happy.
also, (i'm just randomly writing down what comes to mind) i went to the moonlight party with ade! and i forced her to dance the family dance with me :D:D and also to hide my shirt because i am not from the class of 2007 though i really really like the shirt ): we learnt how to make mooncakes! and had frozen yoghurt with oreo and raspberry and mango (er ew) and had free orange bowl tickets. which we gave away. then we walked around the track pretending to hold lanterns :D the turnout was pretty good actually, tons of old girls came back and aunty meow lang opened (with yummy chicken wing!) but i'm inclined to think we were the only green badges there ): mrs koh saw us and gestured that we should be at home studying amaths. we ran away.
and so. that is the end of my update. hee. oh and vic. if you read this (which you won't) I DON'T CARE OKAY ): YOU MUST BUY ME MERCHANDISE! GO SKIING WITH THEM! PLEASE. OH MAAAAAAN. *JEALOUS*
oh and don't anybody try asking me why i'm so fangirl-y nowadays. blame lee jinki and his sangtae. and then go threaten daphne, weiyun, qian yi and boon.
|
|
distractions!
ok yes. i am feeling quite happy. hence the exclamation marks!
but anyway. the reason i am here is to deeply apologise for any trauma you might have suffered from my previous post and to inform you *drumroll please* that new posts shall no longer exist on my blog. if you didn't get that, it means i'm not updating. if you can find the alternative blog go ahead :D
so for the last time (for a long time)
<3!
|
|
disclaimer
okay okay. i realise that made me sound like some fangirl (eh heh) but i have honestly been busy! :D and there isn't much point in posting right? (i'm about to launch into some theory here, so stay with me) i mean, i do not understand how people derive particular interest in reading about someone else's life. this is going to sound rather mean but come on, why would you want to know how i celebrated vic's birthday for instance? (in a very interesting way, just so you know) it just seems to narcissistic and rather pointless, i'd very much rather keep it to myself in case you find me terribly odd, but guess what, i'm not going to. which then makes me conclude that although i can choose to be terribly aware of how pointless relating to you the going-ons of my not so interesting life can be, i'd rather be blissfully ignorant and leave the thinking to well, you. trust me on this, ignorance is bliss. and this applies not only to posting. rather obviously, but whatever.
and if you find this post very incoherent. it is because i am very incoherent. it is 12.21 am. and i have been sleeping at this time and waking at like 7 for the past few days. at this point, i should remind you i am normal and tend to need a minimum of say 9 hours of sleep? which i'd gladly stretch to a 10 during the holidays. okay, i'm feeling so bubble brained that i'm considering saving the post as a draft and proof-reading it tomorrow.
but to make your reading worthwhile, i think i'll just you know unload upon your befuddled mind what i've been doing in the past (holy crap) months. haha. that, given my tendancy to digress, would probably take up multiple pages so i'll just begin where the holidays start.
week 1 - for your sake, i'm not going to tell you. i really don't think you come to read:
day 1 - went to school day 2 - went to school. like omg *insert rant about going to school everyday* day 3 - schoooooool *eyes glaze over*
week 2! i went for church camp, which was a welcome relieve from all the schooooool stuff in the first week. which brings me to week 3 where not much happened. man, my holidays sound kinda lacklustre ): ah, what do you expect? -.- celebrated vic's birthday on monday though! and spent my border's gift voucher today. ah wait. returning to vic's birthday, i shall elaborate more on that (when i get pictures from engle) because it was well, celebrated in an unusual fashion. think tea parties, playgrounds, climbing frames and cute kids.
teaser!
you know what. i'm losing it. even sharon's asking me why i'm still awake. i now command you to - with the extra time you have because of how long you'd expect to take to read my extensive posts - to go and watch BOF (look out for jihoo's - post haircut - glares / stares / blinks / smile), suju (which is SUPER JUNIOR by the way, to complete failures like sharonlimtheloser) or SHINee (if you have watched both of them individually / like both of them you may then proceed to watch videos about, say, minhae / dongho and scream and be jealous of both of them at the same time, while also completely feeling sad for eunhyuk). i highly recommend you watch exploration of the human body (with english subs of course. -.-) if you have time for 13 episodes, which you should not, if you are someone who should be preparing for oral (unless you're some odd stalker, which is highly unlikely because, as i have said earlier, i do not have a particularly interesting blog). but i digress.
ah. (don't you just love random ends to random posts? frankly, i don't care. i do :D)
random observation: i type / talk in extremely long rambly sentences when i'm sleepy. and often times, they do not make sense. p.s. want to know why i'm just about, no scratch that, i am going crazy? don't look at me! look at them!
ok, 1) look at ryeowook, kyuhyun, donghae and sungmin in particular and 2) don't just look, listen. the entire album. kills. me. 3)oh yes, watch too. eunhyuk. awesome. synonyms. 4) look out for subgroups. Super Junior K.R.Y. in particular. kyuhyun'svoicemakesmemelt. okay. end of fangirl-ing. and therefore, end of disclaimer, which means. end of post (really, i'm not going to make anymore observations or anti-climatic comments or p.s.es. i promise!) (i think)
|
|
i plead not guilty
in my own defense, i have honestly thought of posting! but just had no time, heh. and now since i am being pestered left right centre, let me provide you with something to blame / an excuse for myself. 2 words.
super junior
i completely rest my case.
|
|
welcome mutant!
neongreenhairbands (39, to be exact) rock my world! haha! and councillorsdayouts! and 3grace, yes. and bonding over fbt track pants and O: neon green hairbands :D
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
i unscrewed it!
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
so now i have to screw it back?
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
this is a whole lot of screwing!
ilovejoanna. did i mention that?
spread the <3!
|
|
some things don't need titles
sigh. i am attempting to find a blogskin that does not scream "LOVE". and failing. tsk. and thus, i shall refuse to change my blogskin. grah. my friday has rotted away :D but i now have a paperchase pencilcase ^^ and the amazing revelation that i can still fit into kid's clothes! ahaha. i was walking around in isetan (at the kids section. being extremely jealous that some 2 month old can wear something i will probably never be able to afford in my life. like burberry. and dkny. for kids! a top i ahem accidentally looked at cost $260! i am appalled. a-p-p-a-l-l-e-d.) and yes, saw something and asked what size they have. and i realise i have 1 size to go before i outgrow (some) kids brands. YESSSS. that makes me very happy, somehow. :D i think it's probably cos they tend to cost less (okay, who the heck am i kidding. $260. this is obviously not a reason) and well it's kinda thrilling to be able to go shopping amidst kiddies while ignoring glares from the salesperson. AH. i realise. a reason to paedo. bingo! (or bimbo, or alcohol or martha or potassiumsulphate. haha. our very original variations to bingo!) so yes. i did not initially start out feeling like blogging, but i am now kinda in the mood or maybe it's getting late and mrs soh's demanding our common test ws and consolidated assignment on monday and i am trying my best to avoid doing math at all cost. i also realise since i was semi-conscious while posting yesterday, i missed out three very important details!
NUMBER ONE.
i cut my hair. and i see why ali and sharon's hatred/ dread of hairdressers are completely not unfounded. gosh. my fringe looks disgusting! (but, yes, sorry sharon, not as bad as yours) it's like short and not there in some places. and i look like a doll! (like ali ): ) gah. i shudder to think what will happen when my hair next touches my collar. :/
NUMBER TWO
house prac. gosh. (this indicates this is not something i am particularly pleased with) so yes. it was well, kinda screwed. i mean, i'm looking forward to the plans (the singathon - ahaha. - and the olympic thing) but. yeah. we're kinda disorganised, have inexperienced teachers-in-charge and are completely unmotivated. O_O i will not lose in my last year having a sports day in sn. WE WILL NOT. (please)
NUMBER THREE
on a happier, squealier note. (brace yourself) FREIDA PINTO AND DEV PATEL ARE DATING! haha. finally. my occasional prowling of wonderwall has paid off. yes! and who cares if megan and sharon haven't finished watching it. whoo! :D and with that amazing piece of news. i shall end my shortest post ever! i think. hmm. ah heck :D who cares. i am in absolutely no mood to post more! so to satisfy sharon, although probably everyone has these pictures:  xuwen the er, cute?  xuwen! sleeping with a pen in her hand. lol. probably during prep. vjs.  xuwen the not so law abiding because unbeknown to everyone, there are ruffles, drinks and chocolates splayed on the table in front of her. prepping for ajs. filled the entire board with our prep :D and argued with sharon ): after which, we eh made up (or sharon forgot) and hid in the room with the lights off to scare her (boyfriend. who she says she spends less time with than us. aww.) :D  xuwen. after the bangs cutting! haha :D the focal point of this picture should be xuwen and not sharon, fyi, so if you choke upon seeing her *cough*retar*cough*ded *cough*ly posing there, it's okay. WE LOVE XUWEN - THE - GREAT - REVERED - AWESOME - CUTE - FUN - DID - I - SAY - AWESOME? - BEST - COACH - EVER
|
|
i am compelled to blog because tomorrow is a public holiday
HAHAHA. MAY DAY! i love it for simply existing. so yes. i am getting quite stressed by the fact that it is almost 12 (LIKE OHMYGAWD. i am so going to get slammed for 1) thinking 12 is late when stacey did not sleep last night and screwed physics because of bio - i find a need to tell her off if she brings this up again. as i have come up with an excellent "i told you so..." 2) for being so bimbotic) so yes. i have 4 more minutes to post, as sharon says, on a truly memorable day :D
there are many things to talk about and if you find it strange that i am narrating my thoughts PLEASE REALISE IT'S WAY PAST MY BED TIME ON A (normally) SCHOOL NIGHT. eh. okay. start with xuwen the great. i know due to the forbidden fruit phenomenon shit thing, you are probably going to feel more inclined to go check it out but DO NOT. ON. YOUR. LIFE. GO. TO. SHARON'S. BLOG. if you do, and feel compelled to come and tag randomly about something perhaps along the lines of WTF WAS THAT. or OMG YOU LOOKED DAMN WEIRD HAHAHHA, i shall annihilate the tag. and then proceed to exterminate whoever you are. so yes. you have been warned. ah. xuwen! okay. today's xuwen's last day with us ): and we didn't even get to spend it fully with her! it was really emo (after the talking to by mrs lee) and when we were leaving (just as xuwen stepped in), i gave her a hug, and couldn't hold back my tears after that. *sigh* now that i look at it, xuwen's one of the reasons i debate. and debate with a passion. and debate is one of the reasons i well, survive, so yes. should we decide that because A > B > C therefore A (indirectly) > C, xuwen is a reason i survive. and i realise, what she said was true. she's been more than a coach, more than a beacon of amazing intelligence in our ignorance and naivity, but a friend, someone we could really rely on, have fun with and just be downright silly with. (oh and crap and talk about explicit content with) gosh. the memories have found their way into my unusually high state of mind. i can't do this ): at vjs, u14s, ajs, jgs whatever and not only during competitions but for dumb things like wild child! haha. after-competition dinners (usually involves food sharing and bill footing) and during-prep dinners (ahem. *cites a prime example which causes sharon to cringe*) i'm really really really - and no matter how many reallys i write, it's just not going to be able to express it - going to miss her. she's like sndebate's pillar of support, my pillar of support - although our pillar does occasionally break out into random song and dance - and she's made sndebate well sndebate. without her, it just wouldn't be the same. i love xuwen so much! (and i am not going to get tired of saying this, although she does, heh) so much! and one last time just for emphasis so so so much. gosh.
anyway. on another key, this week's been hectic. you know how in sec 2 you are delusional enough to think that your one test per week is like omg-how-am-i-going-to-handle-this, well WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. because it's not. it's amazing how we cope. on paper, it's about 2 tests a week. and when a teacher decides to be random and completely evil, we have maybe 5? yeah. with shit like summary, compre, discussion essays, courseworks, ec projects and anything that could make your week / life disappear in well, a nanosecond (ahaha. or pico, whatever) grr. this week. physics test. screwed. screwed. screwed shit! gosh. and bio, is going to be screwed too. AND AMATH FREAKIN LOG. ONE DAY AFTER BIO. which covers vast topics which chngdaniel has not exactly enlightened us on. AFTER CAMP. what the shit.
sigh. there's this teeny weeny oh so insignificantly small part of me that wishes swine flu does break out in singapore. heh. then, CAMP WOULD BE CANCELLED (okay, i'm really looking forward to being with my class, but high elements. no. freakin. way.) AND E LEARNING WOULD MAKE A COMEBACK. today, ms tan burst our happy little bubbles by informing us, we will from now on have no such thing as e-learning day(s) and definitely no such thing as enrichment week = 10 full weeks of common tests. wow. then she decided to ruin our lives / futures / reincarnation, if you believe in it (i don't. but just to highlight the extent of the devastation), by telling us we had an S.S. test. and like shit. healthcare. what the heck do i now about that? i think i have this ability to "delete" unnecessary information quite quickly. for example, i can study for physics, but by the time the test papers come back (or maybe even by the time i get the test paper, during the test) it might be completely gone. completely. if you decide to be all optimistic and let's go skipping in non-existent daffodil fields, this means, i can quickly re-store other info i need. and this means, i'm screwed for o's. ah. watch as your skipping ceases and the daffodil fields (which are non-existent, anyway) fall from beneath your feet. hmm. inspirational.
but. i shall not be cynical. because tomorrow is a public holiday! LIKE! OMGEEE! haha (i am remindeeeed of lit, where we re-wrote lysander's devoted / impassioned speech into modern day language, and turned him into a bimbo. oh pardon me. a himbo. like. ) and yes. we all know that public holidays are akin to well, the light at the end of the never-ending tunnel. (which on a cynical note: is never-ending. so that light you see there, it's probably just your mind playing tricks on you. and even if it really is a real source of light O: it's probably a penlight. not exactly very motivating or light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel-ish) so. i must lull myself into a false high and despite the fact that it is 12.18am and that i have not even come in a 2m radius of my homework, go to sleep smiling. to wake up the next day to the illusion that i actually have time to go buy a pencil case. (random i know. whatever. i want a paperchase pencil case. and what i want, i get :x unless i'm broke, then what i want, i ... can't get. damn. that is beginning to look like a likely situation)
so yes. end of long post. have fun reading. (HAH. i love how i write these things at the end of the long post, inducing this eyeroll and insufferable eurgh.) hmm. i am wondering if i should quote sharon and contaminate my entire post, archive, blog, mind. ah heck. we live for reckless moments as such.
"i think all prostitutes should just live in worlds of spermicide" honestly. wth. i was caught off-guard and stoned for a long moment when she said this. after i ended stone, i proceeded to get her to repeat it, because i could not believe my ears. this came from sharon. might i remind you. sharon. sharon. sharon!
megan has also said the s word. s---. gosh. what is the world turning to.
O: anyway, just to make sure you can not sleep for the next few nights, i shall quote yvette.
yvette: (upon seeing ms fazli) hi! you're back! i missed you!
ms fazli: i missed you too :D (she is not expecting what is to follow)
yvette: you were always on my mind ... *please imagine yvette saying this with this cross between perv and dreamy look.
*all within hearing range turn to puke. miss fazli does not resurface from her retching until about 5 minutes later. she then sticks out her tongue at yvette and upon seeing her smile back at her, continues to puke*
ah. what a nice ending to a completely random post.
oh yeah. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYDM3MIzEHo&feature=topvideos. go watch :D love his dimples. and while you're at it, go watch george sampson. *swoon*
thought i'd scare the living daylights out of you. do not try to guess what i'm trying to do in the picture.
my heartbeat beats me senselessly,
why's everything got to be so intesnse with me?
i'm trying to handle all this unpredictability,
in all possibility
cos you're the best i've got,
so take a long shot
|
|
strength, courage and wisdom
hmm. i am posting way too frequently and ignoring tags, but anyway. i am blogging because of something important or shocking or well something along those lines, i can't quite put a finger on it. so yes. i shall begin my recount.
we were standing (read: fidgeting) on the track today during pledge taking today and doing the normal "so hot" *fans self* routine and they were about to cut our misery short by letting us go back to class when ali came up / stood forth / whatever you call it. and made the announcement and the prayer, about this sec 1 girl whose father passed away the day before.
and then there was silence. not to be cliched but it was like *shock*. you could practically hear a collective gasp and the quiet fervour during the prayer. i was having recess with poh and joanna when rachel started talking to poh. well, safe to say, i kind of eavesdropped and found out the girl was in my sister's class. okay. big enough shock to get me quite worked up and spark off a discussion back to class.
then when i got back, i kinda asked my sister. then i realised. i knew who she was, and she wasn't just my sister's classmate this year, she'd been her primary school friend, and this girl (it's kind of rude, but i'm trying to protect privacy on the world wide web) had been to my house!
it was like just. major shock. and it felt so unexpected and surreal. and scary. i can't bear to imagine how i'd feel if that happened to me (though it's kind of a natural reaction, if you know what i mean). and it'd felt so distant in the beginning, then ...
gosh. i am terribly incoherent now. talk about bubble-brain. (which kind of reminds me that i should go read sammy keyes again, which kind of induces guilt. okay. it is really inducing guilt) gosh. gosh.
*deep breaths* happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
happy pictures. happy pictures.
think about it.
if you knew you were about to die right now, what would you regret not doing most?
why haven't you done it?
life's just too unpredictable to take anything for granted
|
|
|
ring, ding, dong, damn (i'm back!)
i am sick i swear. i'm just on paracetamol. and weiyun. shit her. has made me want to post again O:
yes. but only to fangirl and obsess over fics / shirts / calendars / rings / preorders (eeps!) and well the like. oh and to tell you about my crazy eoys schedule. hee.
hah. i mugged with weiyun and alana (and occasionally yvonne and the joans) for the most part of eoys. everyday. hell yeah. at least we mugged in school, so s'all good, we managed to ambush the necessary teachers and all. i am however, not going to describe every exam to you. with the exception of bio and physics, where (bio) Mrs Lim kinda hinted / warned us to be careful and the paper turned out to be so manageable that we're kinda scared - shit, reverse psycho - and (phy) where Mdm Suah came into class all chirpy and told us it was going to be ok. which we believed till we did the MCQ. then we lost all faith in that, which reminds me of another physics test i once took that effectively wiped out all the gullibility and trust i had in physics papers. damn.
anyway. on friday (after history, in which we had to memorise about 9 social impacts) i decided to slack with weiyun. and we tried really really hard, really we did, we even tried thinking like slackers, but failed. (mainly cos we saw a rat get run over by some bus on the way back to school. ) until i came up with the brilliant plan of fan-girling. HEE. i'm cool like that. and weiyun, in search of her sungmin (who has betrayed her by being nice and caring towards taeyeon) dragged me to yishun. i know. whuuut.
anyway. SHINee's coming back! ok. sounds weird. but yes. complete with horrid (with the exception of key and taemin) hairdos! qian yi and christine have taken to calling onew JINXki, which breaks my heart, and no one will agree that his hair looks okay. ugh. oh and to top that off, comics connection does not sell SHINee stuff. ah. rambling fangirl. i'm excited and everything but the single they released (ring ding dong. yeah, i know. *whuuut face*) has well gotten a mixed reaction from me D:
went out with sharon and ho on the last day of eoys and watched 500 days of summer, which we decided was pretty boring. for me, it was mainly cos sharon kept giving the story away. yes. but never mind, when we go watch my sister's keeper, I'M going to give the story away :D:D and then proceed to bawl all over her. i mean, just watching the trailer made me want to cry, because they make it all happy and everything but, no, hell no, it is not happy. D: although i know jodi picoult's pretty overrated, her book's aren't that bad. they are however, in high demand in the library and i have thus resorted to agatha christies.
attempted to go out with marie today, but i died halfway and rolled around on the ground. so she called christine (who took her time)and dragged me around until she reached. just to make mariechong guilty and all, i had / have a fever okay! and a headache! D: post exam withdrawal symptoms? probably something related to shinee. ah.
anyway, i am proud to say i have influenced weiyun into putting her first non suju song into her playlist! I ROCK LIKE THAT. hah. Time to love is cool and t-ara's vocals are awesome so yes. although i would have preferred it to have been replay, but i'm happy.
also, (i'm just randomly writing down what comes to mind) i went to the moonlight party with ade! and i forced her to dance the family dance with me :D:D and also to hide my shirt because i am not from the class of 2007 though i really really like the shirt ): we learnt how to make mooncakes! and had frozen yoghurt with oreo and raspberry and mango (er ew) and had free orange bowl tickets. which we gave away. then we walked around the track pretending to hold lanterns :D the turnout was pretty good actually, tons of old girls came back and aunty meow lang opened (with yummy chicken wing!) but i'm inclined to think we were the only green badges there ): mrs koh saw us and gestured that we should be at home studying amaths. we ran away.
and so. that is the end of my update. hee. oh and vic. if you read this (which you won't) I DON'T CARE OKAY ): YOU MUST BUY ME MERCHANDISE! GO SKIING WITH THEM! PLEASE. OH MAAAAAAN. *JEALOUS*
oh and don't anybody try asking me why i'm so fangirl-y nowadays. blame lee jinki and his sangtae. and then go threaten daphne, weiyun, qian yi and boon.
|
|
distractions!
ok yes. i am feeling quite happy. hence the exclamation marks!
but anyway. the reason i am here is to deeply apologise for any trauma you might have suffered from my previous post and to inform you *drumroll please* that new posts shall no longer exist on my blog. if you didn't get that, it means i'm not updating. if you can find the alternative blog go ahead :D
so for the last time (for a long time)
<3!
|
|
disclaimer
okay okay. i realise that made me sound like some fangirl (eh heh) but i have honestly been busy! :D and there isn't much point in posting right? (i'm about to launch into some theory here, so stay with me) i mean, i do not understand how people derive particular interest in reading about someone else's life. this is going to sound rather mean but come on, why would you want to know how i celebrated vic's birthday for instance? (in a very interesting way, just so you know) it just seems to narcissistic and rather pointless, i'd very much rather keep it to myself in case you find me terribly odd, but guess what, i'm not going to. which then makes me conclude that although i can choose to be terribly aware of how pointless relating to you the going-ons of my not so interesting life can be, i'd rather be blissfully ignorant and leave the thinking to well, you. trust me on this, ignorance is bliss. and this applies not only to posting. rather obviously, but whatever.
and if you find this post very incoherent. it is because i am very incoherent. it is 12.21 am. and i have been sleeping at this time and waking at like 7 for the past few days. at this point, i should remind you i am normal and tend to need a minimum of say 9 hours of sleep? which i'd gladly stretch to a 10 during the holidays. okay, i'm feeling so bubble brained that i'm considering saving the post as a draft and proof-reading it tomorrow.
but to make your reading worthwhile, i think i'll just you know unload upon your befuddled mind what i've been doing in the past (holy crap) months. haha. that, given my tendancy to digress, would probably take up multiple pages so i'll just begin where the holidays start.
week 1 - for your sake, i'm not going to tell you. i really don't think you come to read:
day 1 - went to school day 2 - went to school. like omg *insert rant about going to school everyday* day 3 - schoooooool *eyes glaze over*
week 2! i went for church camp, which was a welcome relieve from all the schooooool stuff in the first week. which brings me to week 3 where not much happened. man, my holidays sound kinda lacklustre ): ah, what do you expect? -.- celebrated vic's birthday on monday though! and spent my border's gift voucher today. ah wait. returning to vic's birthday, i shall elaborate more on that (when i get pictures from engle) because it was well, celebrated in an unusual fashion. think tea parties, playgrounds, climbing frames and cute kids.
teaser!
you know what. i'm losing it. even sharon's asking me why i'm still awake. i now command you to - with the extra time you have because of how long you'd expect to take to read my extensive posts - to go and watch BOF (look out for jihoo's - post haircut - glares / stares / blinks / smile), suju (which is SUPER JUNIOR by the way, to complete failures like sharonlimtheloser) or SHINee (if you have watched both of them individually / like both of them you may then proceed to watch videos about, say, minhae / dongho and scream and be jealous of both of them at the same time, while also completely feeling sad for eunhyuk). i highly recommend you watch exploration of the human body (with english subs of course. -.-) if you have time for 13 episodes, which you should not, if you are someone who should be preparing for oral (unless you're some odd stalker, which is highly unlikely because, as i have said earlier, i do not have a particularly interesting blog). but i digress.
ah. (don't you just love random ends to random posts? frankly, i don't care. i do :D)
random observation: i type / talk in extremely long rambly sentences when i'm sleepy. and often times, they do not make sense. p.s. want to know why i'm just about, no scratch that, i am going crazy? don't look at me! look at them!
ok, 1) look at ryeowook, kyuhyun, donghae and sungmin in particular and 2) don't just look, listen. the entire album. kills. me. 3)oh yes, watch too. eunhyuk. awesome. synonyms. 4) look out for subgroups. Super Junior K.R.Y. in particular. kyuhyun'svoicemakesmemelt. okay. end of fangirl-ing. and therefore, end of disclaimer, which means. end of post (really, i'm not going to make anymore observations or anti-climatic comments or p.s.es. i promise!) (i think)
|
|
i plead not guilty
in my own defense, i have honestly thought of posting! but just had no time, heh. and now since i am being pestered left right centre, let me provide you with something to blame / an excuse for myself. 2 words.
super junior
i completely rest my case.
|
|
welcome mutant!
neongreenhairbands (39, to be exact) rock my world! haha! and councillorsdayouts! and 3grace, yes. and bonding over fbt track pants and O: neon green hairbands :D
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
i unscrewed it!
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
so now i have to screw it back?
#! joanna - to screw or not to screw says:
this is a whole lot of screwing!
ilovejoanna. did i mention that?
spread the <3!
|
|
some things don't need titles
sigh. i am attempting to find a blogskin that does not scream "LOVE". and failing. tsk. and thus, i shall refuse to change my blogskin. grah. my friday has rotted away :D but i now have a paperchase pencilcase ^^ and the amazing revelation that i can still fit into kid's clothes! ahaha. i was walking around in isetan (at the kids section. being extremely jealous that some 2 month old can wear something i will probably never be able to afford in my life. like burberry. and dkny. for kids! a top i ahem accidentally looked at cost $260! i am appalled. a-p-p-a-l-l-e-d.) and yes, saw something and asked what size they have. and i realise i have 1 size to go before i outgrow (some) kids brands. YESSSS. that makes me very happy, somehow. :D i think it's probably cos they tend to cost less (okay, who the heck am i kidding. $260. this is obviously not a reason) and well it's kinda thrilling to be able to go shopping amidst kiddies while ignoring glares from the salesperson. AH. i realise. a reason to paedo. bingo! (or bimbo, or alcohol or martha or potassiumsulphate. haha. our very original variations to bingo!) so yes. i did not initially start out feeling like blogging, but i am now kinda in the mood or maybe it's getting late and mrs soh's demanding our common test ws and consolidated assignment on monday and i am trying my best to avoid doing math at all cost. i also realise since i was semi-conscious while posting yesterday, i missed out three very important details!
NUMBER ONE.
i cut my hair. and i see why ali and sharon's hatred/ dread of hairdressers are completely not unfounded. gosh. my fringe looks disgusting! (but, yes, sorry sharon, not as bad as yours) it's like short and not there in some places. and i look like a doll! (like ali ): ) gah. i shudder to think what will happen when my hair next touches my collar. :/
NUMBER TWO
house prac. gosh. (this indicates this is not something i am particularly pleased with) so yes. it was well, kinda screwed. i mean, i'm looking forward to the plans (the singathon - ahaha. - and the olympic thing) but. yeah. we're kinda disorganised, have inexperienced teachers-in-charge and are completely unmotivated. O_O i will not lose in my last year having a sports day in sn. WE WILL NOT. (please)
NUMBER THREE
on a happier, squealier note. (brace yourself) FREIDA PINTO AND DEV PATEL ARE DATING! haha. finally. my occasional prowling of wonderwall has paid off. yes! and who cares if megan and sharon haven't finished watching it. whoo! :D and with that amazing piece of news. i shall end my shortest post ever! i think. hmm. ah heck :D who cares. i am in absolutely no mood to post more! so to satisfy sharon, although probably everyone has these pictures: xuwen the er, cute? xuwen! sleeping with a pen in her hand. lol. probably during prep. vjs. xuwen the not so law abiding because unbeknown to everyone, there are ruffles, drinks and chocolates splayed on the table in front of her. prepping for ajs. filled the entire board with our prep :D and argued with sharon ): after which, we eh made up (or sharon forgot) and hid in the room with the lights off to scare her (boyfriend. who she says she spends less time with than us. aww.) :D xuwen. after the bangs cutting! haha :D the focal point of this picture should be xuwen and not sharon, fyi, so if you choke upon seeing her *cough*retar*cough*ded *cough*ly posing there, it's okay. WE LOVE XUWEN - THE - GREAT - REVERED - AWESOME - CUTE - FUN - DID - I - SAY - AWESOME? - BEST - COACH - EVER
|
|
i am compelled to blog because tomorrow is a public holiday
HAHAHA. MAY DAY! i love it for simply existing. so yes. i am getting quite stressed by the fact that it is almost 12 (LIKE OHMYGAWD. i am so going to get slammed for 1) thinking 12 is late when stacey did not sleep last night and screwed physics because of bio - i find a need to tell her off if she brings this up again. as i have come up with an excellent "i told you so..." 2) for being so bimbotic) so yes. i have 4 more minutes to post, as sharon says, on a truly memorable day :D
there are many things to talk about and if you find it strange that i am narrating my thoughts PLEASE REALISE IT'S WAY PAST MY BED TIME ON A (normally) SCHOOL NIGHT. eh. okay. start with xuwen the great. i know due to the forbidden fruit phenomenon shit thing, you are probably going to feel more inclined to go check it out but DO NOT. ON. YOUR. LIFE. GO. TO. SHARON'S. BLOG. if you do, and feel compelled to come and tag randomly about something perhaps along the lines of WTF WAS THAT. or OMG YOU LOOKED DAMN WEIRD HAHAHHA, i shall annihilate the tag. and then proceed to exterminate whoever you are. so yes. you have been warned. ah. xuwen! okay. today's xuwen's last day with us ): and we didn't even get to spend it fully with her! it was really emo (after the talking to by mrs lee) and when we were leaving (just as xuwen stepped in), i gave her a hug, and couldn't hold back my tears after that. *sigh* now that i look at it, xuwen's one of the reasons i debate. and debate with a passion. and debate is one of the reasons i well, survive, so yes. should we decide that because A > B > C therefore A (indirectly) > C, xuwen is a reason i survive. and i realise, what she said was true. she's been more than a coach, more than a beacon of amazing intelligence in our ignorance and naivity, but a friend, someone we could really rely on, have fun with and just be downright silly with. (oh and crap and talk about explicit content with) gosh. the memories have found their way into my unusually high state of mind. i can't do this ): at vjs, u14s, ajs, jgs whatever and not only during competitions but for dumb things like wild child! haha. after-competition dinners (usually involves food sharing and bill footing) and during-prep dinners (ahem. *cites a prime example which causes sharon to cringe*) i'm really really really - and no matter how many reallys i write, it's just not going to be able to express it - going to miss her. she's like sndebate's pillar of support, my pillar of support - although our pillar does occasionally break out into random song and dance - and she's made sndebate well sndebate. without her, it just wouldn't be the same. i love xuwen so much! (and i am not going to get tired of saying this, although she does, heh) so much! and one last time just for emphasis so so so much. gosh.
anyway. on another key, this week's been hectic. you know how in sec 2 you are delusional enough to think that your one test per week is like omg-how-am-i-going-to-handle-this, well WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. because it's not. it's amazing how we cope. on paper, it's about 2 tests a week. and when a teacher decides to be random and completely evil, we have maybe 5? yeah. with shit like summary, compre, discussion essays, courseworks, ec projects and anything that could make your week / life disappear in well, a nanosecond (ahaha. or pico, whatever) grr. this week. physics test. screwed. screwed. screwed shit! gosh. and bio, is going to be screwed too. AND AMATH FREAKIN LOG. ONE DAY AFTER BIO. which covers vast topics which chngdaniel has not exactly enlightened us on. AFTER CAMP. what the shit.
sigh. there's this teeny weeny oh so insignificantly small part of me that wishes swine flu does break out in singapore. heh. then, CAMP WOULD BE CANCELLED (okay, i'm really looking forward to being with my class, but high elements. no. freakin. way.) AND E LEARNING WOULD MAKE A COMEBACK. today, ms tan burst our happy little bubbles by informing us, we will from now on have no such thing as e-learning day(s) and definitely no such thing as enrichment week = 10 full weeks of common tests. wow. then she decided to ruin our lives / futures / reincarnation, if you believe in it (i don't. but just to highlight the extent of the devastation), by telling us we had an S.S. test. and like shit. healthcare. what the heck do i now about that? i think i have this ability to "delete" unnecessary information quite quickly. for example, i can study for physics, but by the time the test papers come back (or maybe even by the time i get the test paper, during the test) it might be completely gone. completely. if you decide to be all optimistic and let's go skipping in non-existent daffodil fields, this means, i can quickly re-store other info i need. and this means, i'm screwed for o's. ah. watch as your skipping ceases and the daffodil fields (which are non-existent, anyway) fall from beneath your feet. hmm. inspirational.
but. i shall not be cynical. because tomorrow is a public holiday! LIKE! OMGEEE! haha (i am remindeeeed of lit, where we re-wrote lysander's devoted / impassioned speech into modern day language, and turned him into a bimbo. oh pardon me. a himbo. like. ) and yes. we all know that public holidays are akin to well, the light at the end of the never-ending tunnel. (which on a cynical note: is never-ending. so that light you see there, it's probably just your mind playing tricks on you. and even if it really is a real source of light O: it's probably a penlight. not exactly very motivating or light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel-ish) so. i must lull myself into a false high and despite the fact that it is 12.18am and that i have not even come in a 2m radius of my homework, go to sleep smiling. to wake up the next day to the illusion that i actually have time to go buy a pencil case. (random i know. whatever. i want a paperchase pencil case. and what i want, i get :x unless i'm broke, then what i want, i ... can't get. damn. that is beginning to look like a likely situation)
so yes. end of long post. have fun reading. (HAH. i love how i write these things at the end of the long post, inducing this eyeroll and insufferable eurgh.) hmm. i am wondering if i should quote sharon and contaminate my entire post, archive, blog, mind. ah heck. we live for reckless moments as such.
"i think all prostitutes should just live in worlds of spermicide" honestly. wth. i was caught off-guard and stoned for a long moment when she said this. after i ended stone, i proceeded to get her to repeat it, because i could not believe my ears. this came from sharon. might i remind you. sharon. sharon. sharon!
megan has also said the s word. s---. gosh. what is the world turning to.
O: anyway, just to make sure you can not sleep for the next few nights, i shall quote yvette.
yvette: (upon seeing ms fazli) hi! you're back! i missed you!
ms fazli: i missed you too :D (she is not expecting what is to follow)
yvette: you were always on my mind ... *please imagine yvette saying this with this cross between perv and dreamy look.
*all within hearing range turn to puke. miss fazli does not resurface from her retching until about 5 minutes later. she then sticks out her tongue at yvette and upon seeing her smile back at her, continues to puke*
ah. what a nice ending to a completely random post.
oh yeah. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYDM3MIzEHo&feature=topvideos. go watch :D love his dimples. and while you're at it, go watch george sampson. *swoon*
thought i'd scare the living daylights out of you. do not try to guess what i'm trying to do in the picture.
my heartbeat beats me senselessly,
why's everything got to be so intesnse with me?
i'm trying to handle all this unpredictability,
in all possibility
cos you're the best i've got,
so take a long shot
|
|
strength, courage and wisdom
hmm. i am posting way too frequently and ignoring tags, but anyway. i am blogging because of something important or shocking or well something along those lines, i can't quite put a finger on it. so yes. i shall begin my recount.
we were standing (read: fidgeting) on the track today during pledge taking today and doing the normal "so hot" *fans self* routine and they were about to cut our misery short by letting us go back to class when ali came up / stood forth / whatever you call it. and made the announcement and the prayer, about this sec 1 girl whose father passed away the day before.
and then there was silence. not to be cliched but it was like *shock*. you could practically hear a collective gasp and the quiet fervour during the prayer. i was having recess with poh and joanna when rachel started talking to poh. well, safe to say, i kind of eavesdropped and found out the girl was in my sister's class. okay. big enough shock to get me quite worked up and spark off a discussion back to class.
then when i got back, i kinda asked my sister. then i realised. i knew who she was, and she wasn't just my sister's classmate this year, she'd been her primary school friend, and this girl (it's kind of rude, but i'm trying to protect privacy on the world wide web) had been to my house!
it was like just. major shock. and it felt so unexpected and surreal. and scary. i can't bear to imagine how i'd feel if that happened to me (though it's kind of a natural reaction, if you know what i mean). and it'd felt so distant in the beginning, then ...
gosh. i am terribly incoherent now. talk about bubble-brain. (which kind of reminds me that i should go read sammy keyes again, which kind of induces guilt. okay. it is really inducing guilt) gosh. gosh.
*deep breaths* happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
happy pictures. happy pictures.
think about it.
if you knew you were about to die right now, what would you regret not doing most?
why haven't you done it?
life's just too unpredictable to take anything for granted
|
|
credits
Desginer: SuGarrx.love
Layout: Mary
Colours: refuted
Host: blogger
|
archives.
By post:
ring, ding, dong, damn (i'm back!)
distractions!
disclaimer
i plead not guilty
welcome mutant!
some things don't need titles
i am compelled to blog because tomorrow is a publi...
strength, courage and wisdom
i do not hook up
google>languagetools>translate
By month:
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
October 2009
|
links.
the dnd
swee en (sweeney)!
sharon (toot froot)
megs (pang pang)
sndebate
ali*cough*son
sharon (c.)
shirley
claire
faith-ians
clara
vanessa koh
stacey (sucker)
janejane
danica (dandan)
truth babes
yorklyn
erina
christine
joanna
liliputt
hillary
shu qing
vanessa c.
francine
marie
rae-ann/eco-blog
rae-ann
saacha
nicole c
amanda faith.
nicole y. (sugarbowl)
colleen
mel
jolyne (jopez)
st nicks
mariechong/
addie
mok
angelique
rachel wong
cousins
emma
debaters
Phoebe / ny
Shabbna / pl
Clara / pl
ex stnicks
juli
|
